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Mar. 21st, 2009 | 12:55 am

Tokyo Police Club did great.

Drum circles are the new shit.

School was just awful.

Driving, driving, driving in circles.

Nostalgia.

Stars is beautiful.

I'm a little anxious in anticipation, there are some things that just don't seem reasonable. Still, I cannot back out of a commitment.

I find it strange that how not very long ago, I was always looking forward to the future, but now I am always dreading it. Whenever I think about the future, it always feels like I'm very close to leaving something behind that I'm not quite ready to leave yet. In addition, I feel like I need all the time in the world to try to improve all of these things about my life that I know I should. If I did have more time, would I just waste it like I do the time already provided to me?

I really feel like I'm waiting for things to be different, for things to improve. There have been times in the past where I have felt complete. I don't feel anywhere near such a thing right now. There's something missing from every aspect of my life, and I'm just waiting for that to turn around.

And that is pretty much all of it.

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from: bella_bellaa
date: Mar. 22nd, 2009 06:50 pm (UTC)
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i feel the same way about the future.

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